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[Oct. 7th, 2007|10:45 pm] |
this weekend has been amazing.
I realized I shouldnt have been freaking out Friday because I did really really well according to everyone, I haven't heard one negative comment & i want to sing for them again :)
Saturday was amazing. It was homecoming & me, Joe, Pat & Claire went to Ma Ficshers for dinner hahahha, classy ik. We popped a couple klonapins & went to the dance faded. I danced the WHOLE time :) Pat & I grinded so much that they actually kicked us out.
Actually it's kindof a blur. We stayed for about an hour and a half & then teachers started yelling at us because we were fucked up & getting very very sexual haha. So we were like fuck this & went to the beach to go skinny dipping :) I went the farthest in though, cause it was so cold.
Today was a lazy day, Pat & I just kinda slept & I dont remember much. Im really loopy. idk.
 hahahha. sooo gone
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[Sep. 17th, 2007|09:36 pm] |
im really sick of everything.
and no one helps and no one understands. |
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[Sep. 3rd, 2007|02:07 pm] |
Life's really good. I was torn up about the whole break-up thing, but I realized it's stupid to not be with someone you love just because you're angry at them. I dont want to lose him and now we're back together and I'm really glad :)
(but I'm not gonna let him do that again.)
Anyway, yesterday me, John & Liz drove down to Chicago for the Download festival. We watched a few bands in the beginning, Brand New was great. We got high and were right in the 2nd row for Snoop Dogg which was amazing!!!!! Then for The Shins we went to go sit down but we were still in the center. The sound quality was so much better than the Rave, it was great. They opened with Sleeping Lessons, & the people sitting next to us smoked us up which was wonderful. Overall the concert was ballin as all hell
AND SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW! hell no |
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[Aug. 28th, 2007|02:25 pm] |
This kid, Stony,
I've been seeing a lot of him lately. 3 nights ago he called and invited me over, he said he had an open house. Stony recently got out of jail and has been clean from any drug for 8 months. I didn't go to his house because it was raining and I didnt feel like leaving the place I was at.
That night, he overdosed and died. I saw him earlier that day, walking around fine. If I went to his house I could've easily witnessed him dying. Fucked up shit. |
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[Aug. 15th, 2007|10:58 am] |
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| | YAHHH - soulja boy | ] |
The other day me, Liz & Hailey took acid @ 11pm because we couldnt wait to do it in the morning. So we stayed up the whole night tripping out (2 hits each). We were geeking out really bad at Liz's house. We actually ended up talking to a cop when we were on acid too haha (no trouble though :)) We stayed up all night and watched the sunrise in the morning which was breathtaking.
AND TODAY I GO TO NORTHCAROLINA WITH MARISA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ROADTRIP!!!!! drugs, no parents, and no $$$$$$$$ YAHHH BITCH YAHAHHH
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[Aug. 9th, 2007|04:44 pm] |
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okay about the other day, with the $40 in my room. that was for buying my mom a birthday present. INSTEAD i bought xanax and mushrooms & tripped with liz at the beach, which was incredible. we just talked and talked and talked.
(i ended up just drawing my mom a picture.) after that we found another girl who was tripping too, and we drove around in her car and found pretty houses and smoked infront of them (to honor them haha).
the next day i was upset for some reason or another and then pat was being weird and i punched a mirror (there's a ton of cuts on my hand now) & did a bar of xanax and slept for almost 2 days.
today i hung out with pat (everything's good with him :)) & will probably do acid later.
life's gooooood again :] |
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[Jun. 29th, 2007|10:27 pm] |
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with every second of anticipation i grow more uneasy. |
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[Jun. 21st, 2007|03:30 pm] |
happy 7 months!!! :)
pat & i learned a duet for the song Landlocked Blues by Bright Eyes <3 |
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[Jun. 17th, 2007|11:15 pm] |
for 2 out of the 9 days since summer's begun, ive been sober. otherwise it's weed, klonapin, coke, rolls, you name it.
summmmertimeeeeeeee
and the livin's easyyyyy
:)))))
&also im developing a tan |
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[Jun. 14th, 2007|03:45 pm] |
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| | There, There - Radiohead | ] |
the last few days have been a mixture of driving out to a far place & driving a tractor-car around a field while high as hell, selling pepper to a 12 year old, drawing on Pat, driving in Joe K's car, smoking weed erryday, rochambo, taking klonapin from Brian (Brian & Marisa are going out again), joking around with Marie & Pat, going to child's services for the arrest (fucking sucked), going to the beach a ton, smoking cigarettes, meeting random people on the eastside & bringing them all together to hang out, funnnnnnnnn shit.
( a lot more where that came from ) |
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[May. 28th, 2007|10:31 pm] |
pat slept over last night,
we woke up, made pancakes, watched Spun, went to the beach with Marisa, Liz & the girls, did my homework, i drew his picture, took luna on a walk, ladeedaad. doodeedayd.
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[May. 27th, 2007|12:14 am] |
it started out good, pat & i biked down to alterra, but on the way back my purse got caught in my bike wheel & i flipped over the handlebars, hit my chin on the pavement and the bike toppled over me and hit my head. i was bleeding & shit & i have two huge bumps on my head.
then these black kids came & honestly tried to steal pat's bike. plus my cellphone broke :/
later we just chilled for a little which was nice, then met up with ryan and we went to meet up with joe k, so we walked all the way across town to big bay...
and he wasnt even there anymore.
but the weakest part of my day was when we went to mequon at brooke's house & everyone there was obnoxious as fuck & smoked gross weed.
then to top it all of lyle, my fish, is dead and I JUST POKED MYSELF WITH A SAFETY PIN & IM BLEEDING.
gahhh
okay but yesterday was awesome. liz & i went to dan jenson fair and smoked a ton of weed in a forest and ate cotton candy. it was so rediculously fun.
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[May. 23rd, 2007|01:34 pm] |
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| | Bowl Of Oranges - Bright Eyes | ] |
well, i'm suspended until next tuesday.
and arrested, again.
i'm most likely going to have to give away Jake (my kitten) and see a social counselor & be on probation.
this isnt exactly the highpoint in my life but it'll pass & i'm really really glad i have Pat, he's been helping me a lot.
also i really need to stop getting arrested. |
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[May. 5th, 2007|09:09 am] |
i am one lucky happy little lady.
first of all on thursday (the 3rd...luck number) i skipped my afternoon classes with liz & got smoked up in grants car with him & marisa. a COP pulls us over for speeding & i was high & sketched out cause there were like 5 pieces in the car, the car smelled like weed, we were high, skipping school etc. but luckily she didn't even care.
anywayzzz yesterday me, liz & miss went to mukwenago (?)
but liz and smoked from 4 until 2am we were HIGH. like shitttt.
miss brought a little crack so we smoked that.
i was on 40 mg addys all day.
we all got drunk.
stole $80 from dude's bathroom.
split it up so we each got $26.
everyone was in a great mood. we drove to wendy's but i didnt get anything. we picked up some guy liz knew, who literally hopped in the car, gave me $5, gave liz a kiss & left. hahahha. i bought a dime from grant but he gave me such a good deal, there was so much in there & grants shit is always great. hes so nice. then we smoked & we each went home and my mom wasnt even mad and i was gonna babysit today but now i dont have to!!! i woke up at 7 feeling sick to my stomach but now i feel better. pat gets off work at 5 so ive got nothing to do till then but i'm happyyyyyyyyyyyyy
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[May. 1st, 2007|10:03 pm] |
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And I thought it was strange
You said everything changed
You felt as if you'd just woke up
And you said,
This is the first day of my life
Glad I didn't die before I met you
But now I don't care I could go anywhere with you
( And I'd probably be happy. )
everything is great like always.
today i bought $30 worth of pet fish, and i couldn't have spent my money better.
they're sitting in a tank in my room & they're beautiful and they make me happy. tomorrow pat & i are going back to PetSuppliesPlus & he's gonna pick out/name a fish & i'm gonna get fish cleaner & gravel. These little fuckers are my new obsession. So far there's Sebastian, Lyle, & Stanley. :D |
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[Apr. 26th, 2007|07:46 pm] |
so pat comes over
hes all wet cause its raining
we're making out
his pants are all wet so i was like o0o0o take those off!~!~!~!
which he does
THEN HIS DAD CALLS SO HE GOES HOME
AGHH
where ma baby at so i can fuck em.
but its all good tomorrow we're going to SONIC VISION : ) and we can fuck afterwards or before i decided.
yayyyyyy |
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[Apr. 4th, 2007|09:15 pm] |
TOMORROWS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL UNTIL BREAK!!
today was pat. tomorrow i'll be with liz. hopefully friday i'll be with pat all day. then IM SHIPPED OFF TO FRANCE MOTHERFUCKERRR
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[Apr. 3rd, 2007|06:39 pm] |
but there is nothing i'd rather do
then spend all day in the sack with you
i want to mess up my sheets with you
there is nothing i'd rather do
i skip tooooooooooooo much school.
today ryan, tom, & liz came over. |
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[Mar. 30th, 2007|10:56 pm] |
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AHH I HAVE THE WORST CRAMPS
I AM SO HAPPY. |
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